a woman wails and people clap  amongst other things Yoko Ono  avant garde  what? holding a kitten tight  stringing around you...

a woman wails and people clap 
amongst other things
Yoko Ono 
avant garde 
what?


holding a kitten tight 
stringing around your neck 
to settle in between your breasts because
cats purrs aid healing 


drawing the evening out 
into midnight on my canvas 
because sleep is for the weak 
minded who are unable to conjure up 
the sort of wars that rage
in my subconscious state

every creak is a murderer 
every squeak a Russian Roulette 
in which the only player is 


wish that the night would carry you out 
on four shoulders 
and not return in the morning



Some are blessed, they live it backwards. First the bitter and the gall then the victory. A breath of clean air after a mining shaft. ...

Some are blessed,
they live it backwards.
First the bitter and the gall
then the victory.
A breath of clean air after a mining shaft.

Some don't try,
can't say much about those because
they don't do much to be said about.

Some strike a deal with the dealer himself,
they offer up their cards
so others can play them right.
They promise misery for themselves
in exchange for someone else's happiness.

I strike deals all the time,
sometimes I think I just self-prophesize my way through life.
What have I done to deserve peace,
and so I will the nightmares into my dreams.
What have I done to deserve goodness,
and so I seek out the worst of people
and lay with them so two can become one.
(Less worst of people in the world!)
What have I done to deserve love,
and so I emulate hate.
What have I done to deserve life,
and so when I finally go underwater,
I don't hold my breath.

I give it up to the dealer.
My tomorrow for your next week, month, year and forever.

listen I can hear a burning, today I dreamt of a house on fire. But while everyone rushed out to cool air, I heard a child's cry and ...

listen I can hear a burning,
today I dreamt of a house on fire.
But while everyone rushed out to cool air,
I heard a child's cry and I ran back into flames.
I picked her up from the floor,
(women dream of familiar females 13% more than men do, and I've heard that child's call for help from my very mouth a thousand nights over),
swaddled her and jumped out a window.
As I fell she escaped my grasp,
not outwards but inwards,
and I landed in my own arms.
Heroic.
Safe.
and then,
Awake.

look I can see a rising,
of phoenix from ash.
realisation from murk.
There is a fresh steel galvanised,
from years in the forge
to be a pillar for bridges between those less loved
and what they deserve.
Wooden ones burn best because the rot in them laps up conflagration
out of misguided desperation.
fire isn't always a friend, take it from Prometheus.

feel,
i have wellfire in my veins.
and you,
you are not worth even my sparks.




in Social Pyschology I learnt that there were Four Horsemen of The Apocalypse, analogised as the components that make a relationship fail. ...

in Social Pyschology I learnt that there were Four Horsemen of The Apocalypse,
analogised as the components that make a relationship fail.
Stonewalling, Criticism, Defensiveness, Contempt.

Stonewalling : when you stopped climbing to reach me.
Criticism : when I stopped seeing what you could be.
Defensiveness : when they started making sense.
Contempt : when we failed us.

the world doesn't end with a bang, the way some say it started.
it ends with too much space, and too little time.
it ends when silence begins, and where the plane wheels left the ground.


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